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Connection Beyond Words
That smile says it all..... I spend a lot of time watching Asaf. It’s fascinating to see him drift in and out of what I call his autistic...
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Mar 28, 20253 min read


A Silent Love, Loud and Clear.
The relationship between Maya and Asaf is one of the most beautiful, profound, and transformative connections I have witnessed. It is a...
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Mar 21, 20253 min read


Looking Back: What I Wish I Had Known
As parents we make countless decisions for our children, always hoping we’re choosing what’s best. But what happens when we later realize...
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Mar 14, 20253 min read


Learning to Walk Again
One of the many moments of happiness captured on camera this week. Bringing Asaf home was all I could think about for months. I was so...
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Mar 6, 20255 min read


Friendship Beyond Words
Friendship is often defined by words—shared conversations, exchanged thoughts, and spoken expressions of care. But what does friendship...
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Feb 28, 20255 min read


Rediscovering Asaf: Meeting the son I thought I knew
Twenty-four years ago, I gave birth to my son, Asaf, a beautiful, mysterious child whose world I was never quite able to fully access....
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Feb 28, 20254 min read


From Guilt To Peace
Embracing the Storm - Sdot Yam A recent conversation made me realize something I’ve been struggling with: my focus on Asaf’s challenges...
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Feb 14, 20253 min read


Finding Strength in the Storm: The Power of Self-Care
Gan Hashlosha Parenting a child with special needs is a journey filled with love, devotion, and countless challenges. This past week,...
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Feb 14, 20253 min read


Asaf is Home: A New Chapter Begins
The smile that says it all. On Friday Asaf came home. After three and a half years of living in a hostel, he is now back with us, and it...
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Feb 1, 20254 min read


D-Day: A New Beginning
It’s 3 a.m., and I’m wide awake. I’m sure many of you know the feeling well. You wake up with a jolt, and before you have time to calm...
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Jan 25, 20255 min read


Silent Struggles and Unspoken Strengths
After Asaf’s last hospitalization, I took part in his typing session the next day. After he shared how much better he was feeling, I...
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Jan 25, 20254 min read


His Words Left Me No Choice But To Listen
Asaf was meticulous in ensuring we understood how miserable he was in the hostel. In nearly every session, I would open the document and...
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Jan 25, 20254 min read


When The Only Choice Left Is Not To Eat
Asaf started losing weight in the hostel about six months after he moved in. At first, his weight loss was subtle and hard to pinpoint. I...
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Jan 25, 20254 min read


Shattered Beliefs and Grief
For years, I had built a world of beliefs around Asaf thinking I understood his needs and his happiness. Then everything I had convinced...
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Jan 25, 20254 min read


What Do You Want Me To Know
Throughout my 24 years of parenting Asaf, I’d never had a conversation with him.Stop and think for a second about what that actually...
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Jan 25, 20254 min read


Breaking The Silence
Three years ago, after Asaf completed school at 21, I was lost. What now? School had been an incubator, a safe framework that provided...
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Jan 25, 20255 min read


Waiting For a Miracle
Over the years of raising Asaf, I clung tightly to the belief that one day he would open his mouth and call me “Mum.” It was a hope I...
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Jan 25, 20254 min read


A Whole New World
Before I began writing this blog, I asked Asaf for his permission to share his words and feelings. It’s something I now realize is...
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Jan 25, 20255 min read


The Power of Connection: How Typing Changed Our Lives
The words Asaf wrote for Maya for her 18th Birthday. I enjoy our talks, a flower for you. Before I share our mind-blowing, phenomenal...
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Jan 25, 20254 min read


Presume Competence
I’ve come to realize — it’s time. Time to open my mouth, my mind, and my heart to share with you the incredible roller-coaster journey...
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Jan 25, 20254 min read
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