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The meaning of Independence
What does independence mean when your body doesn’t move the way you want it to—but your heart and mind are fully awake? This Independence...
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May 8, 20253 min read


When Silence Awakens
For most of my life as Asaf’s mother, I believed what the experts told me: That my son’s cognitive abilities were extremely limited. That...
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May 2, 20253 min read


Changing the Lens: How I Learned to See Asaf Differently
I recently received and read the report written by the hostel about Asaf. Reading it filled me with questions, reflections, and a deep...
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Apr 25, 20254 min read


Asaf’s freedom isn’t Abstract.
I’ve been thinking a lot lately about freedom . What it means. How it feels. How different it is for every single person. For some,...
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Apr 17, 20255 min read


More Than I Ever Imagined
Asaf went on an overnight trip with his cycling group. To be honest, I didn’t overthink what it would actually mean physically for him....
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Apr 10, 20253 min read


The Power of Acceptance
Asaf managed to mount the horse today after weeks in which his dyspraxia prevented him from doing so As a facilitator for the Family...
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Apr 3, 20254 min read


Autism Awareness Day
There is so much beauty in this world. This morning, after an amazing swim in the natural river, I watched the sunrise. This evening, I...
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Apr 2, 20251 min read


Connection Beyond Words
Connection Beyond Words I spend a lot of time watching Asaf. It’s fascinating to see him drift in and out of what I call his autistic...
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Mar 28, 20253 min read


Connection Beyond Words
That smile says it all..... I spend a lot of time watching Asaf. It’s fascinating to see him drift in and out of what I call his autistic...
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Mar 28, 20253 min read


A Silent Love, Loud and Clear.
The relationship between Maya and Asaf is one of the most beautiful, profound, and transformative connections I have witnessed. It is a...
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Mar 21, 20253 min read


Looking Back: What I Wish I Had Known
As parents we make countless decisions for our children, always hoping we’re choosing what’s best. But what happens when we later realize...
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Mar 14, 20253 min read


Learning to Walk Again
One of the many moments of happiness captured on camera this week. Bringing Asaf home was all I could think about for months. I was so...
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Mar 6, 20255 min read


Friendship Beyond Words
Friendship is often defined by words—shared conversations, exchanged thoughts, and spoken expressions of care. But what does friendship...
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Feb 28, 20255 min read


Rediscovering Asaf: Meeting the son I thought I knew
Twenty-four years ago, I gave birth to my son, Asaf, a beautiful, mysterious child whose world I was never quite able to fully access....
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Feb 28, 20254 min read


From Guilt To Peace
Embracing the Storm - Sdot Yam A recent conversation made me realize something I’ve been struggling with: my focus on Asaf’s challenges...
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Feb 13, 20253 min read


Finding Strength in the Storm: The Power of Self-Care
Gan Hashlosha Parenting a child with special needs is a journey filled with love, devotion, and countless challenges. This past week,...
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Feb 13, 20253 min read


Asaf is Home: A New Chapter Begins
The smile that says it all. On Friday Asaf came home. After three and a half years of living in a hostel, he is now back with us, and it...
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Feb 1, 20254 min read


D-Day: A New Beginning
It’s 3 a.m., and I’m wide awake. I’m sure many of you know the feeling well. You wake up with a jolt, and before you have time to calm...
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Jan 25, 20255 min read


Silent Struggles and Unspoken Strengths
After Asaf’s last hospitalization, I took part in his typing session the next day. After he shared how much better he was feeling, I...
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Jan 25, 20254 min read


His Words Left Me No Choice But To Listen
Asaf was meticulous in ensuring we understood how miserable he was in the hostel. In nearly every session, I would open the document and...
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Jan 25, 20254 min read
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